Goodbye, Blog.

I feel sad for leaving you, dear blog. But I have to. :(


Thanks for the memories, though.

I love thee blog :) but, goodbye for now.

*sigh*

on a hiatus?

gosh my dear blog! after how many months? i feel bad for not updating you. I'm sorry but i found my planner more convenient these days. i don't know what's happening to me :(

but anyway, don't worry. though i'm not updating you that often, i still won't forget about you at all. of course, you're my first blog and you were always there when i needed to vent out or someone who would "listen" to me.\

'till then again! :)

p.s.
i won't be making any promises to you because i know i've broken a lot of those. i'm sorry, really.

blog to you soon!

next year

is obviously a new year for me.

2008-one hell of a roller coaster ride.

a lot has happened. no resolutions made, only objectives accomplished and failed too.

i have to say that i am not that inspired to write : anywhow, i'll go back to you, dear blog :) thanks for listening.

it's hard to believe

that it's already Christmas in two days. how fast time flies! too bad i couldn't fly.

so much, and i mean so much, has already happened. the ups and downs of my bittersweet november and lackadaisical december. what the hell?

2008 is about to end and i'm about to welcome 2009! i don't feel any of the Christmas spirit. what, IS WRONG WITH ME? am i too tired?

i guess i'm too tired. too tired of all the unnecessary and nonsense things around. i better make the most out of it.


dum dum dum. heck!

heck :(

when thinking is not enough.

at times i am completely out of my league! what's happening to me?

in other words..

ang dalas kong maging sabog. maysakit pa ako. kamusta naman?

oh well. i've got a lot to say. but not now, thank you.

huwawww.

hiyess! i made an entry! hahaha.

today is the first day of classes of the second semester. wow. that is sooooo exciting.

well, nothing much has happened.

i'm reunited with the people i see almost everyday in my friggin' school life.

stories? i'm quite tired.

all in all, today's a pretty much amazing day. i do not know why.

i just have to do this.

geez.

OBAMA WON!

oh well, i wonder what would happen to the united states as of now. i just hope that our country could have obama as our own president. hell, like that's possible? in my dreams!

nahh, i just wanted to say that my bet won. though i didn't have someone to bet with. sucks, i know.

LIKE this is some big deal for us Filipinos? it has completely nothing to do to our country[?]. we [Filipinos] simply love to know what's happening around the world, even the most senseless news.

from my inbox

to my blog.




habang nagbubura ako ng mga text message sa inbox ay may natagpuan ako na galing kay aiea. natanggap ko ito noong oktubre 19 at nagulat muli ako noong nabasa ko iyon. tungkol ito kay dilis.

may punto si aiea sa kanyang sinabi. at oo nga, kailan kaya dadating yung panahon na iyon? hindi pa naman ata ako natatauhan. at sa palagay ko ay kaya hindi ako matauhan dahil hindi ko hinahayaan ang sarili kong matauhan. maaari namang mangyari sa akin yon pero sa kadahilanang ayaw kong mangyari at kinatatakutan kong mangyari, ay hindi ito nangyayari.

oo nga naman. minsan ganoon ang tao. mayroong tayong mga bagay na nais mangyari, at mayroon din namang mga hindi natin ninanais. yaong mga hindi natin nais ay ginagawan natin ng paraan upang hindi mangyari. natural naman iyon sa tao pero minsan ay nabubulag na tayo sa katotohanan. nabubulag tayo dahil sa ating ginagawa. hawak natin ang ating kapalaran--hawak mo ang buhay mo.

maaaring malabo at walang linaw ang mga bagay na sinabi ko pero mayroon itong ibig sabihin. salamat kung ito'y nakuha ninyo. salamat na rin kung hindi dahil kahit papano ay sinubukan niyo--at marahil ay sadyang malabo talaga ito.

hayaan na nating ganyan muna sa ngayon. dahil ako man ay magulo ang aking isip sa ngayon.

[dinugo ka ba sa tagalog? ako rin eh.]

tell you, tell me

i have my own stories. i want to tell those but it seems that it doesn't need to be.

i want to express everything that's on my mind but i guess some things are better left untold.

yes. some things are better left untold. true it is.

okay, i have this weird habit of wanting to record everything that has happened to me and everything i felt for the day. even the moment wherein i felt annoyed while falling in line..even the time wherein i felt weird.

it came into me that maybe i should try to lessen that feeling for the need to "record" those things. i keep a day-to-day notebook wherein it's filled with keywords, stuff, etc. i update that daily and hey, i sometimes feel lazy to do so but i insist on skipping a day because it has become a part of my routine. by the way that day-to-day notebook is hands off. hands off to everyone. only i could touch it. only i could read it. of course, it's personal. and again, some things are better left untold.

you get my point?

hmm. am i making some point, anyway?

nahhhh.

blah blah blah.

i talk too much.

i think too much.

is that too much?

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