haha,missed posting!

i was ill yesterday...badly ill. but now i'm A-okay! haha. anyway...

last sarurday, April 21: nothing much happened. happy 21 to dear prods and chocomint...and fame and katè.

sunday, April 22: hmm...we had this sort of "despedida" for my lola who'll be leaving on monday [yesterday]...ate minette and co. were here...nice. the house was again brought to life.

yesterday, April 23: well, as i said, i was really ill. with high fever.

hmm...

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warning: gibberish stuff ahead. it would be something beyond your comprehension, in a sense that i'm the only one who totally understands it.

i could really sense something fishy...

you know the feeling when you do not want to think that way but your mind tells you so...conclusions are being made from the things that you could see...but you're not really sure if that is what it really is.

you see a certain thing + your mind wonders what to do with it + then, formulates a conclusion from it + you think that way + it affects your action + you see the person/people involved as evil = paranoid.

maybe it really is that way. or am i again being a heck of a paranoid? hmm..

i guess, one way or another, it's not totally my fault. it's somehow her fault. if you could just totally understand what i am saying here...you might think that way too.

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secrets.

A secret is information that is kept hidden from others,is held to be known by not one person unless that person chooses to tell, as in the practice of secrecy. (as defined in wikipedia)


i believe that not all secrets are left untold. but hey, i have one secret that was never revealed to anyone. even to someone i totally trust...even to someone very trustworthy. it's my secret--it's my decision whether i reveal it or not. same as to you, if you have a secret, it's your decision whether you reveal it or not.

not all secrets should be revealed. also, it does not make you selfish if you would decide not to share it. it is like a treasure that each one of us have. it's okay to share that treasure, but remember to leave some for yourself too. think about it, have you left some for yourself? and also, is it worth sharing? does it make sense when you share it?

when you have a secret, think about it first whether you share it or not. besides, not all secrets are senseless. some may be very meaningful and important to you. so it is up to you on how would you deal with it.

what's my point anyway?
*ponders*