requiem for the past?

so, a recap it is..shall we?

may 26, saturday: HAPPY 26TH DEAR TOKWA! ilobyu. hehe.

a fine day, when almost everyone's away. my aunt has this trip to tagaytay. lola's off for antipolo..and, i'm stuck at home with lola yeye. so, what? we couldn't stand being left at home. so we went to the vet to visit dear milo...he's sorta okay already..next: my lola yeye wanted to got to mcDonald's--seriously. and so we did. esmol nanaman. tuwing naandon ako feeling ko anytime makakasalubong ako ng kulasa. haha :) anyway...as always bumili ako ng green apple float! sarap e. tapos yun...nagpasama sa grocery sandali. tapos umuwi na. grabe, sobra ng problema ang dinala ni milo. kamusta naman ang gagastusin nila dun sa vet. nakakaawa na nanay ko. basta, mahabaaaaaaang storya. nakakainis. nakakainis pag-usapan...nakakaawa na rin kasi si milo..

gabi na...as usual may nobena sa likod. as usual din kasama ako. naku, nakakagulat. ang konti konti ng tao! haha. grabe kasi yung ulan e. anyway..hayun. natapos, at bago kami umuwi inutusan pa ako ng lola ko na kumuha ng isang tali ng suman na nabili niya para ibigay dun kay aling upeng. edi umuwi muna ako...tapos, nakasalubong ko nanaman si iskinny. taka ako, bakit sya pupunta don e wala naman syang susunduin doon, at tapos na nobena? e, binati niya ako tapos tinanong niya kung nandon ba raw si ganito ganyan...edi sabi ko wala. sabay nabulol pa ako, kasi naman char e! nako char!hehe. in short, nakuha ko yung suman tapos nakasalubong ko lola ko kasama si iskinny! aba aba. tapos yun, nalaman ko na ipinunta niya ay kakausapin si lola. [washooo]...kasi siya raw ay nasabihan na baka raw pwede akong tulungan sa pag-gawa ng collage na ideya ng lola ko at tita niya. at yun na nga...hayan tuloy napapunta siya sa bahay ng di oras. anong gagawin ko? haha, tsill. edi yun, bukas ng hapon.

may 27, sunday: and as always, we heard the mass. lola and i went to the church...and so the mass ended. my lola's a collector, right? so, before she leaves..they would have this sort of small meeting and prayer. which means i have to wait for her. while waiting...someone approached me. it was jamie! haha, surprise surprise. she's waiting for her aunt, which is a co-collector of lola. which means she's stuck waiting too. she sat beside me and gave me a warm greeting. oh, i didn't expect that. well, we had a good conversation though. haha :) after a long wait...we had to go home. we rushed home because ninang apol would be leaving for cebu. in short, we came home, fast. we bid goodbye and everything...brought her to the taxi [which is owned by the husband of my mom's friend]. anyway....that doesnt end it. we went back to the vet. saw milo. blah here blah there. brought tsoknat too..daaadadaaadaa. whew.

afternoon came and we have to leave, again!to loyola as always...but hey, i am expecting a visitor! i believe my dear grandma forgot about that...and thou came before we left. i apologized and told thou would receive a phone call later on. haha. we came, we saw, we came. loyola-greenwhich-s'mall...and home at last. 7:15pm. i reminded my lola about that. hmm, she called...and thou came after a while. of course, lola had too welcome thou and make thou feel at home. haha :) and so we began working. hmm...there was pure silence. we were talking to each other as if we were whispering to each other. nahhh, thou's too shy! anyway..we did have a small talk, if it wasn't for me who started it. and the night drifted away...of course, as we went on, i gave thou some food to eat. even i was hungry. haha. 10pm.we weren't done yet. meaning, thou have to come back again :D we made a deal on when thou would come back. and so we bid goodbye. everyone was asleep by that time..except for lola. wow, thou is too courteous! haha. now that's what i call a day! i believe that i would have a good night sleep. *grins*

may 28, monday: hmhmhmmm. okay, this day, we would have a supposed trip to e.k. with queenie. [sayang. sana magkasama kami ni queenie ngayon--bonding!] to cut the long story short, it didn't push through. for one: we had this seemingly endless debate-slash-gibberish about the weather. and i was kind of guilty because queenie was expecting for me to come with her. rarr, my parents are kind of becoming the overprotecting monster which could ruin my life, one way or another. hmm...but i guess they wouldn't develop into such...hopingly. anyway...i was in a bad mood the whole morning. i apologized to queenie, it was okay for her though :) anyway...afternoon came. and i reminded my grandma about thou coming back again. she called thou and that was it. 4pm...thou came around 4:30. haha, it's because thou took a bath before thou came. haha :D anyway, enough nonsense. before we began, my lola and lola yeye interviewed thou and showered thou with questions. nakakahiya. kung ano ano tinanong nila tapos...basta! and so we went on on what we're doing. silence. silence. silence. i really wanted to talk to thou but i don't know how to start. haha :) we have finished it! finally. according to lola it was a job well done. of course it is! haha. and then, thou went home. i had a great time working with thou..seriously. hahahaha. oh c'mon. 8pm. novena again. haha :)

the night came. i saw our new neighbor setting up this huge sound system. oh no, you know what that means? it's either a big, noisy party...or a huge, nonsense noise fest would happen. well, it turns out that it's both: a noisy party and a noise fest. boisteruous laugh and out-of-the-world singing dominated! we gave them a deadline. after 1am, if it isn't over yet..it's time for us to call the barangay and report them. LO! those selfish cretins drowned the silence of the night with their irksome noise!!! my mom called. haha. ALAS! IT WAS OVER! i hope they've learned their lesson.

may 29, tueday: HAPPY 29TH DEAR SCARECROW! ilovetheescarecrow!

man. what a day! haha, would you believe it? JAPAN won the title for miss universe...and USA did an embarrassing thing--she slipped because of her dress..? i dunno, but she stood up with grace. haha. anyway...

problems again. our bill in the vet keeps growing..but good thing there is a progress in milo's situation.

the night came. it was raining hard. tulo dito tulo doon. nako!! palpak yung gumawa nung alulod namin. grabe. mahirap magpunas ng basa at magsalo ng tulo. tsk tsk. nakakainis. tapos, si lola yeye sigarilyo pa ng sigarilyo, tuloy, di nanaman ako makahinga. pfft.

ewan ko, ang labo ng araw na 'to.

may 30, wednesday: hmm. again...another endless debate-slash-gibberish occurred between me, my lola and my mom. whew, that was tiring. we were arguing about on how would i go home from robinsin's. errrrrrr. i know what public transportation i would take and it seems that they don't believe that i could do it. i know that they're only concerned but hey...please trust me. i know what i am doing. heck. anyway...and so it was.

i saw katè and mayu at jollibee. they waved at me and i felt a relief.

we had a great time, in short. rp-sta.lu-rp. by 3pm we bid goodbye to each other. i saw this fx bound to sss. by 3:30 the fx left. by 3:45 i was home. the time i waited was even longer than the trip! goodness.

novena as always. haha :) thou again was there.

i call it a day.

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hmm..

now i have to evaluate myself. i've been thinking of thou for quite a time.

what is it, really? is it .....?